Thursday, December 17, 2009
What is Christmas to you?
No, not every Christmas was something right out of Hollywood circa 1954, but still the season was always a treat and something I looked forward to every year (and still do). But of course it isn't like this for everyone. And of course many Christians lament the way this Holiday period resembles something more out of a handguide to business success then the Bible. There are all sorts of questions, queries, and/or concerns about Christmas - one of my personal favourites is the actual date (was December 25th the actual birth date of Jesus - probably not).
However, why do people focus and fret about the inconveniences or problems? This is probably the time of year where more people think about giving, being together with family and friends, and having a thought or two about God and spiritual matters as compared to any other time of the year. And isn't that one of the reasons that Jesus came to Earth - to promote giving, community, and an understanding of God.
So enjoy the Turkey and Christmas Pudding, enjoy the look of excitement on the children's faces, and try to step back and ask yourself what is Christmas to God - what does He look at and see, what is He doing, and how is God celebrating this time of year?
Merry Christmas (I'll be back in the New Year)
Monday, December 7, 2009
Bored with God?
A scary question to be sure - because just the question let alone the answer is a bit insulting both to God and to me. But I think one that bears asking. Yes, God should be insulted by the thought that He could bore anyone (the question of whether God would be insulted or can be insulted is another topic). Here is the most awe inspiring Person, the Creator of all things, a Being so powerful the very presence of Him could destroy all other things. And yet I find myself asking - does God bore me?
Its insulting to God that I ask this question and its insulting to me. Its insulting to me because it implies that I don't really understand the reality of having a relationship with God and the true joy and truth that that relationship should bring. And yet I claim to be a Christian where a relationship to God is the core of my life.
Despite all this, I still find myself asking this question. And this morning as I sped along under the streets of the traffic jams above me, contemplating how I emotionally respond to He who holds all things in His hands; I had to answer; Yes I was bored.
The truth of that is not at all flattering - because it reveals the truth of my relationship, or more accurately my lack of connectedness with God. In my mind, I know I should never be bored with God, how could I. And yet my emotional response is one of boredom. Therefore the only conclusion I can reach is that my disconnect is so immense that I am missing out on the most rewarding of human experiences.
I wonder how I shall respond to this revelation????
Monday, November 30, 2009
Faith, Death, and Perspective
I don't know about you, but do you tire of hearing the happy clappy version of life from people who have come through a scare like cancer, a car accident, or some other tragedy? Somehow it just didn't seem authentic to me (and of course having never had to experience something like this I really don't know what I'm talking about). But what I found so refreshing about what I heard yesterday was a man that relied heavily on his wife and family (community and family are so important in all areas of life) and didn't try to pretend all he needed was God to get him through it all. That, and he really emphasized perspective. Being able to step back and look at life from God's perspective. You hear this advice a lot when you spend a good chunk of your time in the Christian sub-culture. And its good advice.
The ability to step back and to see your place in the bigger picture, to see what God would see. This is what separates someone who is in touch with another world and someone who is not. And like most things in life that are worthwhile and rewarding, it is a skill that does not come quickly or easily or by following some little magical formula. It takes time and discipline - to chase after God.
So my challenge - are you able to step back and see things from God's perspective? When your life gets struck by some huge stressful event, or even harder; when your life is dull, monotonous, and tiring?
If not, time to chase after God.
Monday, November 23, 2009
Blogless
Monday, September 14, 2009
Not Disappeared and a Smile
Yes, yes, I know. You thought I'd returned to the hills of
I, like all new fathers, have the best, cutest, more adorable, and obviously the most intelligent baby ever to grace the shores of our fair Earth. One thing I never imagined before becoming a father is the pure joy that a smile from my daughter can bring. When I look over the edge of the crib and she breaks into this great big smile and wiggles her legs and arms in happiness simply because I am there - well wow! That smile and the look on her face touch my heart and soul in ways I never experienced before.
So what does the smile of my wonderful daughter have to do with the spiritual thoughts I try to share on this blog. Well one day I was thinking about how my daughter makes me feel and I wonder if we have this same capacity to bring joy to God.
However this question presupposes a relationship/a connection/an interaction between a person and God - between me and God. The connection I have with my daughter is so vibrant and meaningful and I must confess that currently it outweighs the experience of God that I have from day to day. So does that mean because I don't have an emotional response to God's presence in my life that it is somehow less vibrant, less meaningful? Does God still experience a joy from His relationship with me if I don't feel anything?
Well you can see this whole train of thought has led me to questions about the role of feelings in the truth of God and one's own spiritual life. For many people there is a significant lack of personal emotive experiences that come from connecting or trying to connect with God. And yes of course we all tell ourselves and hear from the "experts" that it’s important not to rely on feelings when it comes to our relationship with Christ.
That may be very true, and we might truly believe it, but when you don't have an emotional experience from your relationship with God for long periods of time - it becomes increasingly difficult to spend time and energy on that relationships. We may wish this not to be true, we may tell ourselves that we can trust the truth of God over our feelings, but in reality it is a struggle.
So what is the clever conclusion? What is the little platitude of truth to be delivered that will help everyone with this little problem?
Sorry - there is none. Rather only a confession of reality. It’s very easy for me to spend time and energy on my daughter because of the great joy she brings me; and it can be very difficult to do the same with my relationship with God because there isn't always the same reward. And this is where patience, commitment, and perseverance come in.
Really there isn't anything new being said in this post - rather a plea to remain honest! Be honest and share the joy and excitement of having a significant experience of God's presence, comfort, and guidance in you life when you experience it. But in the same vein be honest and share the struggle; drudgery; excuses to avoid your Bible, church, and prayer; and downright boredom you experience at times in your relationship with God.
One of the biggest things we need to do is rid dishonesty from the church and Christian life. We need to learn to share the good, the bad, and the ugly.
Tuesday, July 7, 2009
Expecting and Expecting God
Friday, May 15, 2009
Black and White Life?????
One of the issues that seems to keep worrying me about life is why don’t more people in my culture believe in and follow God. Why is it that the majority of people don’t believe in God? It is something that deeply troubles me. Similarly, and perhaps more disturbing, is why is that so many people who once believed deeply and personally in God no longer do so? So many people who once appeared to have a vibrant spiritual life with a connection to Christ walk away from the faith that I hold dear. In our Christian sub-culture we call these people “backsliders”.
To be honest the reason that so many people seem to abandon their faith is not a simple one. The answers are normally complex and interwoven with each person’s individual history and experiences. However the most common theme coloring their stories is disappointment. Disappointment with a Christian leader they followed, disappointment with church politics, disappointment from unmet expectations of God, and so the list could go on.
I think we, as a Church, set people up for these disappointments by the way we make life so black and white. Something is always wrong, another thing is always right. A good Christian never does this; a good Christian always does that. We reduce the complexity of life to formulas and patterns. We teach our children and we preach from our pulpits that if you push this button you always get this result. Of course the occasional caveat is thrown in – an escape clause to explain away the fact that life doesn’t always mirror the pattern we are teaching. But the problem is that the caveat is always just thrown in, a minor inconvenience that distorts the pretty picture we are trying to paint. And as a result the caveat is easily ignored and forgotten – the picture of the Christian life with all the appropriate awards and niceties for following the rules is the one that sticks in the mind of most church goers.
Disappointment comes when the reality of life impinges on the picture perfect image we have created. When God does not give me riches after I prayed the “Prayer of Jabez” so fervently, I will struggle. When I find that people outside of the church really aren’t all that depraved and evil, but rather seem to be a lot like me; I begin to question the need for a conversion. I was taught that people who were not in a relationship with God and who have not had their sins forgiven are weighed down by guilt, have a natural propensity to do wrong, and are searching for meaning or purpose. Well when I meet these non-Christian sinners I normally find them to be caring, kind, generous, and loving. Not at all the way they were portrayed to me by Bible study leaders and pastors.
As I sit in churches and listen to sermons or read through books on the Christian life I can’t help but be annoyed by the simplistic way life is depicted. More often then naught the lessons for life are laid out in strong black and white terms with simple life lessons to apply. I can understand the reason for this – we like to have certainties, it helps us get through a very complicated world. The problem is that we live in a complicated world and to teach ourselves that by following this simple pattern of avoiding evil, doing good, going to church, praying and reading your Bible that life will be as full and rewarding as can be expected is a huge disservice. We set ourselves up for disappointment because life is so very complicated.
I think we need to get into the messiness of what life is really about. As a Church we need to stop trying to reduce life to formulas and teaching people to live for God; and instead teach people how to explore life with God. This of course is difficult to do – its not something that lends itself to 4 module Sunday School lessons complete with felt figures to go on the board. However, if we can find a way; I think we will prepare ourselves for the reality of life so much more. It’ll allow us to explore our world with God, instead of trying to retreat into an artificial world created by children’s Sunday school lessons (the same lessons being taught from the pulpit, just with less interaction and bigger words). God is more then just love and forgiveness. If we can do this, I think we will have a lot less disappointed people leaving the Church and a lot more people reflecting the richness and infinite complexities of God that surpasses all the nuances, changes, questions, and difficulties seen in the reality of our day to day lives.
Monday, March 16, 2009
Over the last few weeks I've been reading a few books and one theme that has jumped out at me is Salvation. There appears to be resurgence to some form of Universalism. The basic idea of Universalism is that God's love and mercy covers everyone and that all people will be saved and spend eternity in Heaven. The current form of Universalism that is making the rounds does allow for a Heaven and a Hell, but its more of a salvation of "we're all in" first rather then a "we're all out" and need to do something to be saved.
At first glance I think that would be great. Now that would be "Good News" to share with the world. What a huge example of God's goodness and love. Everyone is so loved by God that God, will take everyone with Him to heaven and that only the people who refuse to come in will end up separated from God (hell).
Of course this flies in the face of what I was taught growing up in the church and the predominate theology of salvation for the last few hundred years. And to be honest, just seemed a bit hard for me to swallow - but I have to admit I would like this everyone is already saved theology to be true.
Despite my conflict on Universalism, it did get me thinking about Salvation and what the Bible has to say about it. It occurred to me that the Bible really doesn't lay out a complete theology of salvation. We are given a lot of information (information I might add that also lends itself to a possibility that God will save all people) that we need to think through and put into a logical salvation theology.
I've come to the conclusion that we put way too much emphasis on salvation. We seem to want to know beyond a shadow of a doubt about how to "get in" and who will not be there. I think its a product of our Western Society where certainty is something that is a must. I'm all in favour of having confidence in God, which how this certainty of salvation talks is most often couched in; but the emphasis seems to have moved from God to our theology. If we have all this certainty, then where is the role of Faith?
I've often said that when it’s all over and done, I think all us will have gotten most of what God has been trying to teach us wrong. And I think salvation is going to be one of the things that we get most wrong.
For myself, I really don't care what your salvation theology is, I trust God to make the right choice. The God that I have fallen in love with is not precarious, temperamental, petty, or nit-picking. A person is not going to heaven or hell on a technicality. Whatever happens to a person after they die its going to be fair and just; and all people will agree that it was fair and just. The reason I know this is because the Bible spends a whole lot more time and energy describing the character of God then it does the method of salvation. And the character of the God I read about in the Bible and experience in my own life is one that is good, fair, just, and much more generous, kind, merciful, and loving that any person on earth deserves (be that person a Christian, a Buddhist, an atheist, or just an ordinary confused person trying to find their way through life). As a result I can trust God; I can have faith in God.
My trust and faith in God means that I don't have to be particularly worried about salvation theology - I know that God will work it all out in the end properly.
I also know that living life trying to connect with God and follow His teachings and guidance creates a richer, fuller, more meaningful life then living without God. Therefore I aspire to be a Christian in as far as that means I strive to have a relationship with God to the best of my abilities and encourage others to do likewise.
Sunday, February 8, 2009
Can We Save Our Churches? - A Review of "Reclaiming the Church"
Transforming Theology Project
Here is a short video on what the Transforming Theology Project is.
Tuesday, January 27, 2009
Veritasity Intro
There is no simple answer to this conundrum(I like that word, it makes me sound smart doesn't it?). But it is something that needs to be addressed. I'm not talking about winning a popularity contest or being named to the Top 10 Trendiest Philosophies of the Year. I would just like it if when people looked at Christians they saw Christ and not a collection of jerks.
Veritasity is the combination of the word "veritas" (which means truth - but is also the name of one of the sexiest cars I have ever ridden in - a 1949 Veritas Coupe) and "tenacity". I want to chase after Truth, wherever it may be found, with a tenacity that will not be put in check by convenience, tradition, or discomfort.